I felt a little sadder today

Melancholy has striked

I thought of beautiful places and memories...

Instead of feeling happy, I felt sad...

I felt a sense of loss that didn't make sense.






Later in the day,  i saw a video of how smart and lovable our nephew is...

And I felt inadequate and jealous and envious...

And wished my son is so...

I forgot to appreciate the great improvements he shown...

And I forgot to be thankful...

for the healthy boy he is now...