Give me what I want

I remember posting this in Twitter "I don't ask for much. So give me what I ask for" Seriously. I just want the kids to be healthy. Thank you God.

Do you believe in fate?

6 months ago, one of my nanny left to get married. I had been calling about 5 agencies on a daily basis to get a replacement and ended up taking care of my 2 year old by myself for half a year. Finally, the other nanny finished her contract and I had to get a part time nanny to come in and take care of my boy while I take care of my girl and work part time. Then, my part time nanny got pregnant and I panicked full time. I kept reminding myself a lot of mothers out there take care of their children, clean up their houses and do grocery shopping, all by themselves. I can manage. Well, apparently not. Yes, I may manage. But I may not enjoy my kids that much... I tend to scream at them more. And I got sick more. And I no longer meet up with my friends. I was officially a hag. And of course, my partner felt that he suffered most when he had to spend his Sundays taking of the kids. So, I grabbed the first two nannies I was offered and made do. Then.. Another offer came. Then, another. My gosh! What happened? Where did they all come from suddenly? It was like a downpour after s drought. Even my very first nanny came knocking at my door today. Married but husband going out to sea. Wow! What are the chances. I asked J if he would like a third child. Cause I have found our third nanny. He said no. Ok. Now, I am tempted. Should I change one of the newbie for my previous nanny with s proven track record? Anyone with a crystal ball?

Continuity

What? My last entry is about a Korean drama? How pathetic my life was... Hehehehe Well, for continuity's sake, let's stick to the topic of drama. I have not watched a good Korean drama since Secret Garden but had come across "Startling by each step". A Chinese / hk/ Taiwanese production. Good one. Handsome and gorgeous leads help kept my eyes glued to the screen too. That's that.