Wednesday, January 14, 2015

completed my to do list today! yeay!

just yeay

I LOST IT

my sanity.


i was sad

because L was scratched by his classmate... and there is a little wound now... and because?
L saw a hole in his classmate's shorts and poke his finger there... geez... talk , won't you, my little naive boy...

forgive me for i have...

lost my temper and smack L on his head...

after the holidays, L was very lazy and and refused to work on his writing or reading...  i had to bribe, threaten and etc to persuade him to do some work...

when he struggles with anything, he refuses to learn or pay attention and won't even look at me..

how can i teach him then?

i finally lost my temper and humainity and hit his head with my palm...

he just got over smacking his sis in the head and now, i did it.

geez... so it wasn't a surprise when i recieve complains from his teacher the following day that he hit someone on the head and later, his sister at home..


forgive me...

who?

i am verbally abusive at times too.
when i prayed that night, i asked for patience too... and wisdom...

look after me, won't you