Saturday, November 22, 2014

that horrible part of me....

is envious of her

envy... it makes me forget my blessings

envy... it takes away my focus in life

envy... it makes me think what I have is not good enough

envy... it makes me forget the good in me

envy... i forget to live my life

envy... it darkens my soul

envy... it makes me forget the good in me

yet... i know... what I have is  so much better than what she has....  yet she makes me feel otherwise and inadequate... because she knows... what she has, i can never have... because i am who i am...

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