I lost it

swimsuit


I lost L swimsuit at the waterpark today. And i blame it all on bananas...

What happened was, it was a long weekend due to Labour Day in Australia and M planned a day at the waterprk with her two kids. M is my sis in law, husband's side.

The day started out ok. I got a little lost and finally got there not long after M.  I was a tiny bit disappointed she didn't wait for me at the entrance but understood the kids might have been impatient.  Got a text from her saying she was waiting for me at the pool.

I didn't know where to change and ended up in this faraway open air locker, changing in a portale toilet... The wind was very strong and I was reluctant to let L swim as it was very cold... But since M was waiting, we went... In our swimsuit, we went to the pool area, braved the cold water and crazy wind and M was bowhere insight. Seriously, my heart fell at that very moment.  I was stupid enough to stand in the cold, dripping wet with L and kept waiting for M to appear...  After half an hour, M's husband appeared and said they changed their plans as the it was too cold...

Ok...

So we left and changed into our shirts in the faraway toilet and braved the bloody cold once more. Felt sick to the bones. L was shivering long after he got dressed. Understand that he is a weak skinny lil thing...

On the way to look for M, L saw some rides and took them.  That was the point that I gave up on basic human relation n teamwork and just f it and did what he wanted.

We finally caught on w M for lunch, then did our own things again as M was clearly not interested to have the outing together.

I don't think I was too sensitive... I am just too aware of human and their intentions... That made ne such a loner, with few solid friends...

Anthony said people know that too... And that's why they shun me.. Hahaha

It all this fretting about L, I left his swimsuit at the park...

Sometimes, our grading of how nice a place is depends on our feelings at that time... I don't know if the park was nice... It didn't feel good then...

Bananas? Asians who live overseas for so long they think and behave like angmohs... 無情。

Cause M left with her brood earlier without us...

Sigh